I feel so bad about the test I just took. It’s gonna ruin my A in that class. I feel like poop. But it’s snowing outside, so I guess that’s cool.
me first day of the semester: I’M GONNA GET AN A!!!!! I BETTER ORGANIZE MY NOTES!!!! I’M WRITING THIS IN MY PLANNER!!!! THIS IS SO COOL!!!!! I’M SETTING MY ALARM 30 MINUTES EARLY
me the night before finals week: SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT shit shit shit shit shit shit shit… shit… sh…. ss.ss….. ..i don’t care haha
I have to go deal with reality right now so I’m getting off for the night. Time to go into hardcore studying mode. Fuck me.
It’s 10 o’clock at night. Somebody is being loud and banging things around downstairs. I haven’t started studying for my test tomorrow. There are 8 asks in my B.A.P blog’s ask box that I haven’t answered. My boss didn’t sign my paycheck so I basically haven’t gotten paid for 2 weeks. I ate too much again today. I owe my dad $40. I work all weekend this weekend, and then Monday. My cousin has ovarian cancer and it’s really hard for me to wrap my mind around that.
My life right now is one big MERH, but I’m trying to keep a positive attitude about it. Key word: trying.
I hope Himchan’s right.
Yongguk’s manly aego & Himchan’s cute aegyo explosion! haha